today has been a crap day. i've been tired all pissing day and really freakin down. i'm getting really upset at the thought of everybody leaving this year and fucking off to uni. friends are what keep me happy and the most important part of my life. so scared of losing important people. i don't know why it's just hit me today, probz cause i'm going to stupid summer school, which is effectively the start of my course, and also cause abez is off, sorta the first person to leave forever. and he doesnt live in pissing loughborough. still got devon to look forward to, in like practically 2 months though :( .. aaaahhhh, i'm not ready to grow up and move on yet, i really thought i was.
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