things are lookin up..

and down! ehehe.

everything is so erratic atm. i just want to get my final project finished, to a decent standard, be finished with foundation and get in to pissin st martins.

it's been killin me checkin ucas 3 times a day, every day for what seems like an eternity!

but at the same time, i don't mind waiting cause i'ma be so so gutted if i havent got in. hopefully i'll get the news i want next week.

i love the theme i've chosen for my final major project and i can do so much with it, yet, i havent. i've done diddly fuckin squat and i have 10 days until it has to be in! why do i always do this ! even kept myself up tonight under the rulings that i havehavehave to make some headway - but somehow i have managed to spend an entire night awake finding every irrelevant thing possible to do other than get on with work. work that is not even hard. eeeediot.

things are aite atm. i'm enjoying the gym a lot and gradually gradually making the difference i want aha, no where near as quickly as i'd like. but aaaah well. i have 2 months off soon so i'll just have to go even more often then! - so excited for this summer!!!!!!!! buying my benicassim ticket this weekend. eeeeek! i kinda wanna go to leeds too though.. and lovebox.. and secret garden party. and i wanna go to cornwall with the girls from uni for a few days. daaaaaaaaaaaaym. need a job! wish i had time for one right now :(