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been doing some stop motion stuff for uni research.

so focused.

some stuff i shot the other night for my current uni project.
i've been doing so much work this week, and actually enjoying it!

why do i always do this..

want that ^ can't remember where i got the image from though :(
omgsh, so stressed. did more or less no work last week and now have insane amounts to do across the weekend and the next couple weeks fuck.
plus, ive missed loads of jewellery events this weekend that i knew were happening but i couldn't be arsed to check the details of them, it's not like i've done anything worth while instead :| could've got so many pages of research for my portfolio so i am seriously annoyed. gonna have to go tomorrow and i've also found a few events on early this week and a possible internship i could apply for! need to get my arse into gear so badly.
anyway, i'll stop babbling, cause my blog is becoming unreadable aha, it's like a boring journal. another thing on my list of things to do is to sort my blog out! anyway, off to jewellery class, will return later with something hopefully more exciting and positive to post :)

can't get m83's new album out of my head

this is hilarious! me and my best friend often have to discussion about the whole 'hipster' cliché, pretentious wanker epidemic that seems to be huge at the moment.
i like to joke that she ticks every box, which she does. but she doesn't so much approve of my joking :) love you han.

so, yesterday, i had a proper nights sleep for the first time in a couple of weeks, may sound pretty uninteresting but i was so excited to be tired at half 11 last night and able to naturally wake up at 6 this morning, my sleeping patterns have been so all over the place as of late, it's just a constant intense tiredness that has been getting in the way of everything i need to do with my days. aaahhh, happy to have that hurdle jumped anyway.
things are still looking pretty good, i'm still feeling focused but definitely need to crack on a little bit the next week or two. i got my personal statement first draft done which is brilliant and means i can send off my UCAS application soon :) which is just as nerve wracking as as relieving. i'm trying so hard not to put all my hopes into getting into CSM but it's definitely the course i feel is right. workworkwork, portfolioportfolioportfolio is all i can really think at the moment :)
my jewellery classes are going really well!

currently debating whether to start a new blog for my jewellery progress and inspiration or to just start to make this one more focused and professional. ummmmaaaa..


source; theselby

happy sigh.

i'm very content at the moment, i feel like i've grown up so much the past few weeks/ months.

eeeek.

found via; lefashionimage.blogspot.com

extremely shortened wishlist.

just a few things i desperately want at the moment, SO tempted to use a bit of my overdraft, but i know i need it for important things only. surely things that lovely are definite necessities?! :D
honest to god so in love with justacces, probably my best find this year so far!!!!!!!!

armour ring - justacces by just female dress by motel via nastygal, shoes deena & ozzy @ urbn.

i want M-83 and Drake's new albums

retail truly is thereapeutic..

but it only relieves the stress momentarily..

got the most amazing new ring from topshop today, literally in love. it's by just acces, the accesories line stemmed from 'just female' a danish fashion label.

i was in love with the whole stand in topshop and wanted to buy every item. but with the expensive commision prices, i figured a £15 double chain ring and a £12 ear cuff was probably a good place to stop. definitely gonna go back when i have more money though, maybe to treat myself as some sorta insentive.
i seriously need to get my act together, i know that if i put my mind to it, more or less instantly then i will be able to focus and succeed, however if i don't then i am heading down my classic road of self sabbotage and i will end up letting myself down completely.
i need to; get on top of my jewellery portfolio, make some serious headway in my research and design, get my personal statement finalised and checked by LS, reaed to be checked my jewellery tutor. get project 2 completely finished! to do so; get shoots done this week! one after the other, get illustrations done tomorrow and in the evenings. get ALL research in place and onto the blog for project 3 ready to focus on across the weekend and end of the week and also get a step by step plan of completeion sorted for project 1. start to compelte one drawing assignment per day/ three per weekend, thouroughly until completed! sort out gym membership and start attending everyday plus atleast 3 classes, fix my cv and hand out everywhere, apply to jewellery jobs, sort out glass workshop placement! continue attending lifedrawing, keep room and work space tidy, so that i can keep my brain tidy. eat healthily, keep on top of vitamins and allergies, healthy meals, healthy snacks, cut out junk for the whole month. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! fuck. and most importantly.. breath!
so, this is dull, my blog seems to have momentarily become a journal/ to do list. atleast i now have my aims typed out so i can check in and cross them off mentally as i go. can't wait to have an empty to do list and a feeling a relief and accomplishment. gonna take a lot of all nighters to get me there i reckon.

on a bright a note, i got an amazing burnt orange chunky scarf today! in love.

and, once again, i'm still up when the birds have started to sing. FUCK.

HappyThankYouMorePlease Movie Trailer Official (HD)

definitely going to watch this today!!!!

i wanna start doing some black and white illustration..

i've only really ever worked in colour, i saw an etchings exhibition at the museum of childhood today that i found really inspiring, will post more on it tomorrow.

source; tumblr

oh maaaaaaaaaaaaan.

i literally need one!

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http://vimeo.com/27123038 from Das Bahnhof on Vimeo.

i don't know what this video is for. but i found it on cigarettes and chocolate milk and just kinda fell in love.