things are lookin up..

and down! ehehe.

everything is so erratic atm. i just want to get my final project finished, to a decent standard, be finished with foundation and get in to pissin st martins.

it's been killin me checkin ucas 3 times a day, every day for what seems like an eternity!

but at the same time, i don't mind waiting cause i'ma be so so gutted if i havent got in. hopefully i'll get the news i want next week.

i love the theme i've chosen for my final major project and i can do so much with it, yet, i havent. i've done diddly fuckin squat and i have 10 days until it has to be in! why do i always do this ! even kept myself up tonight under the rulings that i havehavehave to make some headway - but somehow i have managed to spend an entire night awake finding every irrelevant thing possible to do other than get on with work. work that is not even hard. eeeediot.

things are aite atm. i'm enjoying the gym a lot and gradually gradually making the difference i want aha, no where near as quickly as i'd like. but aaaah well. i have 2 months off soon so i'll just have to go even more often then! - so excited for this summer!!!!!!!! buying my benicassim ticket this weekend. eeeeek! i kinda wanna go to leeds too though.. and lovebox.. and secret garden party. and i wanna go to cornwall with the girls from uni for a few days. daaaaaaaaaaaaym. need a job! wish i had time for one right now :(

i neeed a hair cut. lalalalala.

apologies for my amateur teen pose style picture :) but seriously, my hair is so big and shapeless at the minute. it seriously needs some thinning out and layering. its all different lengths of broken poofyness. ick. also, i think i might have to shave the side of my head again, i don't want to but the stupid short side curls look stupid and if i want it down i have to wear it all to one side like a ghetto kid ;D

ye brah, i put a building on my finger, and wha'?!

ehe, i could be a little more mature with my choice of title but, that just wouldnt be me, ha. i'm so interested in architecturally influenced jewellery atm, been resarching it alot for a current project - i'll have to remember to add the sources tomorrow! i'm beat, peace out + sweet dreamz bro. it's good to be back.

i wanna go travelling..

how fucking beautiful ^

i've only been out of the country once - and that was for a school trip back in year 8 :(
benicassim will have to count as a start aha.

i had a lovely chat with my mama (grandma) tonight, and she banned me from using the word stress ever again, she says i've got it from my mum (SO TRUE) and it's a stupid pathetic word that shouldnt have been invented, 'there's no such thing as stress, we go through things, sometimes they're hard, we just push through them, deal with them in our own way and move on, stress, pffffffffft.' ahahaaha, wise words but she has sucha comical way of saying things! love you more than anything mama dear!!!!!!1

love of my life forevermore..

pah, ed westwick makes me feel like i'm 12 years old crushin on gareth gates again ;D
he's so fucking beautiful! gossip girl is massively depressing at the moment, it makes me angry every week!

fashion hero ;D

on a serious level, the fresh prince is my fashion god!

hanfam..

ahahahaa, this couldnt ring more true for me right now! nice one johnny!
this past few months my appreciation for my friends and family just keeps gettin stronger and stronger. it's a nice feeling. but, i still need a cat ;)

and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while..

literally..

just been looking through some of the many pictures i have saved on my laptop, there're so many amazing ones of audrey, stalker much!

guess who's got enough money for beni ticket and flight ;D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek' shame about the line up.

the reason why i'm never around..

stopped dead for a moment when i saw this! one of my favourite rebloggs ever in all honesty. those shoes :O i wish i could pull off that hair colour with my skin tone - or baby pink!!!! could nicky minaj it up i guess, pah.

my tumblr; http://beautifulhappeningss.tumblr.com/ alot more regularly updated, my blogspots very neglected lately. tumblrs just so easy!!!!!!!!

old skool.

me and my brother about 5 years back, one of my fave pictures everrrrr. he's sucha gorm in it :') it saddens me that hes not the baby anymore ha, he often sounds more mature than me these days!

so, i changed my blog up a little..

i just wasn't really feeling it..

i'm gonna be less emotional and moany on my blog from now on and try to post more regularly!
but for now, i should definitely be going to sleep so i'm just gonna write a few of my new years resolutions/ the top 10 on my sort my life out list aha..

- get cracking with my portfolio pronto;
- get onto degree level!

- lose weight, by sticking to the gym and eating right for more than a couple days
- worry and stress far far less
- find a way to communicate and sort things out with my mother

- get a job, PRONTO!
- go to benicassim this year! and possibly secret garden party?
- keep my flat tidy and be more organised
- quit the erratic sleeping patterns

- be happy!

mmm-mmm.

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oh god, made in chelsea christmas special was SO amazing tonight! eeeeeek.